I couldn’t lift my arms very much yet, but I managed to rest one hand on her back and hold her there.
Susan told me that she heard people shouting behind her and saw everyone suddenly running. When she turned around and saw me lying on the ground, she said she had never run so fast in her life.
“I read the letter,” she said after a while, her voice muffled against my shoulder. “I read it three times.”
I stayed silent.
“I don’t forgive you yet,” she continued quietly. “But I don’t want to lose you either.”
I told her that was enough.
More than enough.
Chris drove us home just yesterday.
Susan sat beside me in the back seat, her shoulder pressed against mine the way she used to sit when she was twelve and we had only just met.
Chris hadn’t spoken much since the hospital, but something inside him had shifted during those four days.
Watching his daughter choose to save my life, I think, had changed the way he saw everything. It had revealed something about our family that pain had previously hidden.
Before we got out of the car in the driveway, Chris reached back and placed his hand over both of ours.
He didn’t say anything.
The three of us sat there for a moment in that quiet that comes after something difficult—when you realize you’ve finally made it to the other side.
Then we walked inside together.
